syurga cinta

dear blog,

so sory for not updating with any stories. it's just that i don't have any motivation to blogging these days.

yet, i have one story that i would like to share with you

last sunday, i went for a movie at one utama, just to get chill and relax, accompanied by my not-so-new-friend, err, let's us call him as Mr. X.

so Mr. X wanted to see Night at the museum 2. ok, it's a comedy movie, so why not. i love all genres of movie, but preferably horror, which not to his likings.

anyways, we arrived there quite late.it's sunday and it was a longgggggggggggggggggggggg que just to buy the ticket. and by the time it's our turn to purchase the ticket, that movie was not available anymore, i mean it's selling fast. so we resorted to watch syurga cinta.

honestly and truthfully, i've been wanting to watch this movie since i watched the preview on tivo. yes, it's a malay movie, but still, we have to support our local films, right??

i asked sufy to watch the movie with me on saturday, but she refused because it's not to her standard (wah sufy, jgn tembak jan tau :P)

because of the anticipation of watching movie, i accepted the messages in this movie with an open heart. and damn this film touched deeply into my heart.

i've been committing unforgiven sinfuls these days and i cried when the story arrived at the junction where Irham (Awal) being consulted with the imam at this surau. the imam asked Irham to do solat taubat, if he really feel sorry with what he has done and wanted to change and become a new person. and it's like a sign for me. a sign for asking forgiveness from Allah the Almighty for what i have done so that i'll be at ease. thus it's not an easy thing to perform solat taubat as you have to be sincerely enough to change yourself and promise not to repeat the same mistakes again. indeed i really hope that i'm no longer doing that thing again!

another scene that captured my heart (as well as my tears) was when the atuk gave advise to Irham about jodoh. this is the first time that i heard the types of jodoh according to Islam and i'm more than willing to share them here:

1. Jodoh dr syaitan: when a boy meets a girl and they hold each other and lead to maksiat and the girl is having a baby.
2. Jodoh dr jin: when a boy has interest to this girl, but she doesn't want this boy. then the boy put a spell a.k.a bomoh2 that girl. lastly girl tu fall in love with the boy-but with the help from the spell.
3. Jodoh dr Allah: when two person with different sexes meet each other, see each other's eyes, rasa itu jatuh ke dalam hati, diteruskn dengan ikatan perkahwinan, without no touching whatsoever.

of course i want the third one, but am i deserve a person like that. after what i've done??

God, I'm scared now but the very first thing that i need to do is to beg for His forgiveness.

i cried but managed to not letting Mr. X aware that i was sad.

but Mr. X asked me whether I'm okay or not but of coursela i'm not that okey..wah giteww..hehehe

in all, i recommend this movie, like seriously. this movie is not that bad, tho. but its full with messages and advises.

xoxo,

your owner