syurga cinta

dear blog,

so sory for not updating with any stories. it's just that i don't have any motivation to blogging these days.

yet, i have one story that i would like to share with you

last sunday, i went for a movie at one utama, just to get chill and relax, accompanied by my not-so-new-friend, err, let's us call him as Mr. X.

so Mr. X wanted to see Night at the museum 2. ok, it's a comedy movie, so why not. i love all genres of movie, but preferably horror, which not to his likings.

anyways, we arrived there quite late.it's sunday and it was a longgggggggggggggggggggggg que just to buy the ticket. and by the time it's our turn to purchase the ticket, that movie was not available anymore, i mean it's selling fast. so we resorted to watch syurga cinta.

honestly and truthfully, i've been wanting to watch this movie since i watched the preview on tivo. yes, it's a malay movie, but still, we have to support our local films, right??

i asked sufy to watch the movie with me on saturday, but she refused because it's not to her standard (wah sufy, jgn tembak jan tau :P)

because of the anticipation of watching movie, i accepted the messages in this movie with an open heart. and damn this film touched deeply into my heart.

i've been committing unforgiven sinfuls these days and i cried when the story arrived at the junction where Irham (Awal) being consulted with the imam at this surau. the imam asked Irham to do solat taubat, if he really feel sorry with what he has done and wanted to change and become a new person. and it's like a sign for me. a sign for asking forgiveness from Allah the Almighty for what i have done so that i'll be at ease. thus it's not an easy thing to perform solat taubat as you have to be sincerely enough to change yourself and promise not to repeat the same mistakes again. indeed i really hope that i'm no longer doing that thing again!

another scene that captured my heart (as well as my tears) was when the atuk gave advise to Irham about jodoh. this is the first time that i heard the types of jodoh according to Islam and i'm more than willing to share them here:

1. Jodoh dr syaitan: when a boy meets a girl and they hold each other and lead to maksiat and the girl is having a baby.
2. Jodoh dr jin: when a boy has interest to this girl, but she doesn't want this boy. then the boy put a spell a.k.a bomoh2 that girl. lastly girl tu fall in love with the boy-but with the help from the spell.
3. Jodoh dr Allah: when two person with different sexes meet each other, see each other's eyes, rasa itu jatuh ke dalam hati, diteruskn dengan ikatan perkahwinan, without no touching whatsoever.

of course i want the third one, but am i deserve a person like that. after what i've done??

God, I'm scared now but the very first thing that i need to do is to beg for His forgiveness.

i cried but managed to not letting Mr. X aware that i was sad.

but Mr. X asked me whether I'm okay or not but of coursela i'm not that okey..wah giteww..hehehe

in all, i recommend this movie, like seriously. this movie is not that bad, tho. but its full with messages and advises.

xoxo,

your owner

goodbye :(

alas we parted goodbye

there shall be no communication after this

marks the end of yet another relationship

:(

demam..:( part 2

dear blog,

it's been my second time this year to get caught by fever.
and it's all because of the unbearable heat
this time, my tonsil got infected and it's the primary cause of the fever that i'm getting now

went to Klinik Chong & rakan-rakan at Bangsar
my second bro sent me there
met a super duper cute doctor, i think he's chinese though he speaks Malay quite fluently
a nice guy!

my first question was "doc, ni swine flu ker?", yalah lately swine flu is quite famous kn kt dunia nie. and i just got back from LCCT that evening
dia ckp "kalu u swine flu, mesti klinik i ni dh femes la, dpt publisiti" smbil dia senyum (gosh, i fell in love :P)
but come back to reality, apelah doc, cm mintak i ni dpt penyakit tu jer
then dia katela "u x gi travel mane2 kn?kalu u penat sgt and br blk dr travel, yeah it's swine flu"
i told him that i just went to LCCT and i saw many people wore masks
again he smiled and laughed
doc, im cair kt ctu tau..hehehehe
then he diverted our conversation by asking me where i studied, where i lived
and we chatted a bit there
i guess he might be bored because there was no patient at that time
and we laughed too

then i asked for MC letter "doc, can i get MC letter...err for two days?"
damn he smiled again and said "cannot syg, i only can give u one day, but if u feel bad, then we can give you extension"
sayang? doc, you're sooo melanggar ethics as a doctor tau
but, again, he's cute

we parted goodbye

outside the room, my brother asked abt the laugh n giggles
apparently he could hear our laugh!
kuat ke?yerla kot sbb pintu blik tu pun cm sekeping jer

anyway, i got my MC, and bill
ceh RM 30 for 3 jenis ubat-antibiotic, paracetamol and sakit tekak nyer pil
but the meeting is...pricelesss

:)


now, xleh ckp sgt sbb xde suara
mungkinkah ada pertemuan kedua??
ngeeee
but i forgot to ask his name :(

xoxo,
your owner who is sick!

it is too hard

dear friends,

it is too hard for me to make a decision..

:(

xoxo,
your owner

the hottest ever!!

yeah, it's so true!!

dear blog,

just so you know, right now, Malaysia especially in KL and area around it will be experiencing the hottest climate ever..

it is said that from this date until September, the temperature will be around 35 degree to 36 degree.

so just bear with the situation now.

but seriously, it's getting hotter every day..i can't barely sleep with blanket nowadays and nights seem so hot like days..

huhuhuhu

xoxo,

your owner..

to my dearest mom

~my mom, i love you always~

dear blog,

it's never too late to wish my mom, a Happy Mother's Day, because to me, everyday is her day..

anyway mom, i love you so much, and i wish i can be a super duper mom too, just like you, who is always be there and supportive to the children...

my mom is a supermom. she's a daughter, mother, nanny and on top of all she's a great teacher. she inspires me to become an English teacher (really soon) and, for that i really thank you. thanks for all wisdom words that you've whispered to me during my struggling years. you believe that i can do it, and hell yeah mum, YOU'RE RIGHT!

mom, i couldn't express much..but this can help me to portray my utmost appreciation to your kindness and love..

Mom, I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday .You were there for me my first day of school, to hold my hand and give me courage to go.You listened to me when I needed to talk, you talked to me when I needed to listen. You let me grow and learn from my own mistakes.You never left my side when I was feeling down, I knew you would be there to pick me up.I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you have done for me, but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mother of all.

mom, i love you mom...nothing in this world can replace you..i love u!!

xoxo,

your owner who loves her mom to the very best

reminiscene from the past

dear blog,

long before your existence, i have a blog in my friendster. and browsing back all my posts, i come across this poem that i have made based on my emotion at that time..

the poem looks/sounds like this:

the reason for this goodbye

is because someone who never ever been there

to just leave and break with you

is such a stupid thing that i do

i never proud to admit that i am such a fool

and be so selfish at the same time too

oh my, now you’re gone

to be in someone else’s arms

and leave me alone, for no one to calm
am i regret this separation happen?

oh yes, i do

am i want all this to happen?

oh no, it’s not that i like to do

but after all, i must say that i love you..

more and more each day till i can forget you..

i wonder when i’ve the courage to leave you
and now i am here all by myself

sitting alone, restless and hopeless

with your picture appears more frequently in my mind

how i wish i can turn back time

but if it is happen, i know it’s a crime
to you my love, i wish your happiness

may you’ll find your true love and comfortness

im sorry that i can’t fulfill my promise

just because, i have someone else

that appears to never been there for me..
im sorry, im sorry, im sorry..

it’s all come back to me now

for me to pay the price

coz hurting you, it cost me much..

this poem was written on March 2007, and yeah two years have passed and i still remember him...but he's happy now! and every day i pray for his happiness. it's not a wrong thing to do right?

and i've been a single lady for almost two years now..

but, never complaining about that, and always hoping for the sun to shine after the rain falls..

so, people out there, don't lost hope on love. keep searching until you find your true love.

....excerpt from Sex and the City....

Carrie Bradshaw:...why you move to New York?

Louis from St.Louis: to fall in love...

:) sweet aite?

xoxo,

your owner..

holiday:outing with my mom and our little baby..

dear blog,

it's a short holiday (well, i'll be going back to kl this sunday) and just now i went for outing with my mum, pn.nooriah and my little brother, syahir.

since terengganu doesn't have any big shopping malls like kl, so, we resorted to go to our favourite spot. yes, it's GIANT, located just beside MYDIN...hahahaha, but still ramai org tau. penuh even though br je kul 9.30 am something.

haa. speaking of which, my mom forced us to get up as early as 8.30am just to get ready. and we arrived at GIANT around 9.45am something and realized that it opens at 10 am. we laughed like hell in the car as i told my mom that there're others who waited like us too..hahahaha.mom is soooo giat when it comes to GIANT.it's her favourite place to shop and dine tau.

the reason why mom wanted to go there early was to have our breakfast there. we did this regularly and it become accustomed for us to eat outside, despite the fact that i was still in sleepy mode. aihh, anything for my mom.

but funny thing happened. as we searched for our spot to eat, it appeared to be that most of the shops were still preparing their food. meaning, they're not ready to serve their customers yet. we went for KFC (mom was soooo eager to eat KFC's breakfast and i had no idea why she acted) like that). but to our dismay, one of the staffs said that they start serving at 10.30am. so we decided to do our grocery shopping first, just to kill the time.

ok ok, enough of talking, here i managed to capture few photos of our outing.

my mom and my bro, ready to shop!

first stop: cutlery section.

hahahaha, mom wanted to buy this- nk goreng keropok katenye

ok next stop is pinggan-mangkuk.

then, detergent..yeap, that's my mom

ok, i'm quite amazed with this "tunnel". it sends things from this end to the other end. talking about saving the time eh?

err..which stop is this?

me, with the trolley. we just warming-up

mom was looking for book shelves. but she looked for shoe selves instead.

me and my mom-aihh dh same besar dhhhh..waaaaa, ai em so fat!!

my boyfy..hehehehe

at my fav stop-baby's!!!

mom's looking (or seemed to playing and trying) for toys for airil. damn, the price is so cekik darah

us-cm nk beli seme jer :)

cleaner!!

yes, it's confirmed, i am fat!!

i loveeeeeeeee my mommy!

i love this pic, looks like we're exchanging thoughts on which condensed milk should we buy..hahaha

her fav stop too

onion does have nice smell tau

choosing the garlic was really challenging..hahaha

yea, with his frozen food stop-we let him in charged of this part

mom looking for spices and herbs

our hasil tangkapan of the day

ok after mom paid the grocery's bill (damn total= RM160.50)..mahalnyer!!!..we went to the Chicken Rice Shop and had our heavy breakfast there..

me with chicken mee something2

yea with his roasted chicken rice

mom. ate same like me..

after that, we stopped at pasar-tepi-jalan to buy some fish cause daddy wanted to eat rice today. damn, it was extremely hot once i got out from the car and i urged my mom to buy things that were important only.

so hotttt

does anyone know the temperature for today, as of 8th of May, 2009? cause it's killing me..

anyway, i had a greattttt time and tomorrow is another day.

will be attending a wedding ceremony at Taman Tamadun Islam (TTI). my father's taking care of that place..

footnote: wohoo. more makan-makan and i'm geting fat..:)

xox0,

your owner!

it's getting hot in here...

matahariku, please don't be too generous..

It's gettin' hot in here (so hot), so take off all your clothes, I am gettin' so hot, I wanna take my clothes off

current song that i'm listening to-Hot In Herre-Nelly

dear blog,

OMEG, it's so hot in terengganu. it feels like burning both inside and outside my house. seriously why the temperature here keep rising?is it because of the global warming?

since my house is near to the beach, the heat becomes more exist and pertinent and you can absolutely feel the bahang from the sun. seriously!

even though i turn on the aircond, the condition remains the same. but wise thing to do is to turn off the aircond as it also contributes to the increasing of temperature around the globe.

realizing upon that fact, don't ever use aircond unless you really need it.

so, what stuff that i do to avoid thinking of the heat?

hehehe, blogging, mandi and watching af7

oohhh...

it's so hotttttttttttttttttt in here!

footnote: i just heard guruh. pray to God that rain will come tonight.

xoxo,

your owner who thinks to take off her clothes now!

holiday!!!

dear blog,

im in holiday mood now

meaning?

well, more time to blogging...

yeay!!


keep reading ya as i will be updating this blog from time to time :P


you know i love you

xoxo,
your blog owner

memories in IPBA

with amira- we were the quarter masters

red or green?heheheh, i was in charge with time-keeping

fariha, me and puteri

during english course in kelantan-one of the activities there

hurm wonder where i put other pictures?huhuhu

xoxo,

till next entry!

end of the first chapter in my life~part 2

dear blog,

ok, just a quick recap..

went for interview, then got this offer and entered IPBA

ahhh IPBA, a place where i dealt with so many things that almost made me to give up and withdrawn from this course.

i think the fact that students from boarding schools outnumbered those who came from daily school made me felt soooooooo tiny. and i lose my self-confidence throughout my first two years! i felt so stress-out and it made learning English not fun anymore. i used to love English but the fact i had to learn only English, with little exposure to other language,really bored me and i was too emotional most of the time. indeed i hate my foundation years (i think i've told you about this on my previous entry).

i was worn out, both my emotional, mental and physical. i had trouble in socializing with my friends but despite that, i had support from my lecturers. puan seri always looked up at me and dr suraya too. even mdm caroline always being there for me. they really understoond me well.

indeed, during my schooling years, there were few papers that i always flunked, meaning failed!hahahaha, subjects like add math, history and science and religious study too. hehehe, i was not a good student. and this tradition continued when i was in my foundation years. i failed my english studies paper but lucky for me, i didn't have to sit the paper again. pheww...

i began to change my personality as i entered my first year.. began to be more vocal, friendly but still reserved to myself. i think it happened because of the changes in learning environment. not being stucked up with the same people during my foundation years and most importantly, managed to find friends who really accept me even though i know there were a few who said that i'm a weirdo. whatever, x luak n rugi pun kalu x kwn ngan org cm lu. hahahha

and being appointed to study in australia really boost up my confidence to the highest level. i'm eager to get out from ipba and started to new life there. study wise?well, let's say that i'm improve a bit on that and this is maybe because of i started to realize my strengths and defy my weaknesses. i became more positive person.

i didn't involve much in extra co-curricular activities but i managed to be part of the IPBA sport's day as a quarter master. and be an active participant during the graduation day for KPLI's students, as i was in charged of food for the ajks. and i was the secretary for IPBA's hostel for one term and i learnt a lot! especially in dealing with the HEP's people and organized two events for IPBA's hostel and prepared the proposals. i think i was so giat at that time.

study wise, i think it was really challenging but satisfying at that the same time. and learning to open myself more. and i still remembered that i had received two candies (i think) for friendship day's from my secret admire. his message was like this "jannah, awak ni comellah. selamat berkenalan-bob-". hahahahaha, i had no idea who the person was up till now. but thank you bob, those candies really nice and so sweet of you!

other than that?hurm i started to feel confidence with myself but during the lecture and tutorial hours especially for human development, i was totally sacred with dr lawrence. damn, he's such a witty guy and always wanted to ask for my response. and because i can't give the critical answers, he told me straightly that i haven't reached higher order thinking skill yet and claimed that i was still in the second level of thinking. whatever dr, at least i know where i'm heading to.

anyway, those were my sweet, sad yet torture moments that inspired me to become what i am now.

thanks IPBA, tho u sucks at management, timetables, facilities and most of everything, i still view you as a place where i 'm learning about myself and getting to know myself in better ways.

xoxo,

your owner..:P

end of the first chapter in my life~part 1

ballons, a symbol of joyness and freedom

dear blog,

last tuesday, 5th of may, remarks the end of my journey to get my degree in TESL. it was a relief to know that i've completed one part of my study, and now waiting to complete the other half- the practicum which will start this july. however, it was a sensational feeling too, as i realized that after this, i will move on to the next phase, thats is the working phase. meeting new people, adapting with new environment and yes, be a mature girl/woman, does scare me a lot. i wonder whether i am able to make new friends in a new place or whether i will sink and drown or triumph and succeed in this profession. and i hate to think about that.

okey, enough of that. let's recap with what i have learnt for the past 5 and half years since i started this course.

first of all, after the spm result was being announced, i have no idea which course i should choose. i got a pretty good result (alhamdullilah) which allowed me to choose any course that i wanted. but daddy really hoping that one of his children can continue the teaching profession. both of my brothers had pass on his dream on me. tho, i felt reluctanct to apply this course, the fact that i will get job after i graduated and also studying oversea, which means, winter, cold, winter coat, snow and travelling by airplane, i was buying with that images that my father had set up in my brain. darn, he was sooooo good in doing that.

well, anyway, i followed his words and applied for this course. a few months later, went for an interview in maktab perguruan batu rakit (my second brother send me there), wore my favourite blue baju kurung, my red platform shoes (see, i don't have any sense of fashion style at all at that time) and brought a very thin of certificates in my hand. i could see that other applicants were like bring their resumes, complete with all those thick certificates and whatnot. while for me, i just bring all knowledge that i have collected a day before, from the newspapers. as that's all i could offer to my interviewers at that time.

i was the four or fifth applicant to be interviewed and i met my friend from my primary school years. huda applied for the same course as i was-for oversea program. we chatted a bit because i was too damn nervous to prolong our conversation. and i could see her being so confidence and i felt so little. while waiting for my turn, the other applicants (there were 6 of us) who were like doing a small research. they were like time-keepers because they kept saying "ooh, lamenyer awk kt dlm sane, mesti org tu suke kt awak kn?" etc. i was so annoyed at that time and kept looking at my points of current issues (hahaha, so prepared, yela, i met my father's friend who happened to be the interviewer for this course too the day before the interview time. but his place was in maktab in kota baru. so he told me to read few stuff on the newspaper)

then it was my turn. but damn, i had to reverse my steps back as i forgot to bring my file (thin file mind you) along with me. then tdgrla sore2 sumbang "eh kejapnyer awk masuk, nape?". i just smiled. whatever bitch, at least i got to enter this course and went oversea. hahahaha. my interviewers were a malay lady and an indian guy. and both of them were super nice except that i was a bit confused with the guy's talking..hahaha yenna kn..anyway we did talk a bit and i was fidgeting almost all the time. and i made a stupid grammar mistake when the lady asked me "so your mum is or was a teacher" and my replied was "she was. she's teaching in pasir panjang now". so stupid kn? the lady replied "kalu mengajar lg, u have to use "is" because it's present time kn?" i was just smiling and the indian guy kept laughing..sialla. my session was just a short period. maybe they all think i am able and capable to become a teacher kot (hahahahha). before i thanked them for having me to be interviewed my closing speech was 'have a nice day in kuala terengganu. this place offers great and wonderful experience to both of you. i can guarantee that" wah mmg ayat kiss ass..well my brother asked me to say that. hahahaha. but i really meant it and both of them thanked me for my wishing.

i think i did superbly great with my INSAK exam as i was courteous and tolerable person and yes, i think that test really helped me a lot with my application. and it sure did. a month after i went to pahang matriculation college, i got this offer and my parents were in joyous mood. but i felt so sad to leave matric as i loved this place so much and accountancy was always be my most passionate thing to do. but, being such a good and obedient daughter, i packed up my stuff and dragged my soul and body to a place called institut perguruan bahasa-bahasa antarabangsa, kuala lumpur.

will continue in next entry....

my sweet life in aussie...part 2 (my uni years)

dear blog,

photos below were taken when i was studying in aussie

the one pertinent place that taught me a lot was :Queensland University of Technology

been missing the place like hell!!

me with my mathematics project. i loved to decorate things and made resources, still!

me with fathiah, at the bus station where we took the bus to the city

in front of the collaseum..see the QUT logo?

in front of the administration building

me with sufy, at the collaseum..

at the library, really loved this section as it locates many resourceful materials for teaching

one of the resting areas..

in front of the early childhood faculty

and yeah, this is my faculty-faculty of education

i know, i know i've been wearing the same clothes for most of the pictures. well, the pictures were taken during our final weeks in brisbane. so sad to leave this place :(

xoxo,

your owner!

when little angels sleep...

dear blog,

these two fellas are the angels for people who stayed at 305B, asrama pantai puri, kuala lumpur.
the owner happens to be my angelic and malaysia's tyralicious-ever-exist roomate.

she called them 'lemonade' for her and 'sunquick' for him.

well, during my revision week for my exam, both of them helped me out by reducing all the stresses that i had to endure. everytime i felt like giving up, i looked at them and played (more like 'kacau') with them and then returned back to my study. they gave me the will to keep continuing my revision.

believe me they are so adorable and i feel like to squeeze them and kiss them!!

anyway, one thing that makes them look super cute and feels like you want to pinch them is their different ways of sleeping..

yes, animals too do have their sleeping styles which kinda adorable and beyond our logical thinking.
you can see them flipping their feets, rolling into making a fluffy ball and gaya terlentang pun ade

in simple word: they do sleep like human!

okey, still couldn't believe what i am trying to say here?

well, here are the evidences of how cute they are when they are in their slumberland..

dooze off my little angels..


exhibit 1:

this is lemonade and she is so plump that we all think that she might have carrying babies in her belly. look at the way she sleeps. my mom said that she looks like she's going to meletup and look at her tiny feets..so comel..

exhibit 2:

lemonade again, but this time, she turns her body a bit..hahaha, so obscenela syg..

exhibit 3:

meet sunquick. he loves to sleep in this ball-their toy. and he loves to crumple his body like this.

exhibit 4:

ahhh, sunquick, you do it again! please observe his way of sleeping. does it look like our grandpa- kinda-way-of-sleeping?

exhibit 5:

sunquick stretching out his body to the max!!his body looks so leper.

exhibit 6:

hehehe, sunquick and lemonade. both are happily sleeping!

exhibit 7:

sunquick appears to hug his both tiny hands, rite? he loveeeeesss this position very much

ok, so here you go, our little angels.

we-su, ida, zatil, nita, asyi, amnah,fat, izat and me love these two guys with all our heart!

and thanks sufy who sharing them with us!!

ohh, i'm missing sunquick and lemonade already. guess i'll be seeing them in 4 days time.

xoxo,

your owner who is missing her babies...

specially for tronoh guy

(image is not related to the content of this post at all)

dear blog,

it appears that i have few silent readers that come from around the globe (hahahah, perasan)

but, there's one particular silent reader who happens to read my blog from tronoh, perak.

it is obvious that he/she visits my blog regularly.

so, i took this opportunity to ask that person to introduce herself/himself to me.



if you're happen to have a blog, please gimme the link so that i can read yours too...

please, i need to know who you are!!!


xoxo,
your blog owner who is at home, where the foundation of love grows..

curriculum studies

dear blog,

i always hate this subject. no offense but this is because of that particular lecturer who taught this subject to me and my comrades. i detest the content of this subject and don't see the importance of this subject in which ever ways as i'm going to be a teacher, not a curriculum developer, mind you lecturers!..

and doing revision for this subject is reallllllllllllllyyyyyyyy torturing moment for me to endure

tho the exam for this subject is due tomorrow, i haven't finished doing the revision and feel bored to death now.

and not only me having this feeling, my other housemates also experience the same thing.

i could see that they're in their slumberland now, (or perhaps they've completely done the revision) while others seem to be hopeless now, especially my roomate..hahahaha...

now, i feel like i'm going to flunk this paper...like whatever..


i don't like this subject!!!!!!!!


please2..i don't likeeee......


xoxo,
your owner who does not like this subject forever!!!

dead

dear blog,

there're still 2 more chapters to go and i have less than 12 hours to complete my revision

and it has been an unproductive one hour now.

no revision, but chatting with him..

dead


i am so dead now.

one more to go!!!!


xoxo,
your owner

huhuhuhu, ketaq2 pale

dear blog,

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ketaqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq paleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


sufy wat jan ketaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq paleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(cm org drilling)


huhuhuhuhuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


awat x tau jd roomate dia....(pttlaaa seme org x mau jd rummate dia)

huhuhuhu

demam2 punnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn buleh study....n buat palm notes..byk hell sumpah cm org nk mati

conpem bc quran khatam 3 kali, x pun 4 kali....

..........................................................................................................................................................................


huhuhuhuhu...............................................


siap buat internet research, cm nk buat esaimen,

harus booklet answers cm buleh buat thesis plg cikai dissertation....


huhuhu


awat?????????????????????????


xoxo,
yor owner who is ketaq pale...

jangan bimbang...

dear blog,

ok off-task jap after a loooooooooooooooooooongggggggggg hours of reading pile of notes...

huhuhu

a simple message dedication to YOU!!

jangan kau bimbang sayang

dimana ku berada

dengan siapa ku bersama

jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya...

**new song from malique feat najwa...

xoxo,

your owner

im freak out!!!!

dear blog,

blogging from seri pacific hotel kuala lumpur



ok ok

now, im starting to freak out!!

with 2 chapters (curriculum studies) and assessment in schools which hasn't been touched,
i have 48 hrs to do the revision!!!

damn, i am so freaking out, like seriously!!!

i don't want to attend the exam

i don't know what i read and hell, i have no idea what i'm going to write...

please GOD help me to get through at this very end lap of my 6 years of degree...

i really need your help..

please help me in remembering what i have read and store it in my cognitive..only for two days..

please please please!!!


gosh, i'm scared now!!!


xoxo,
your owner :(