new domain

hye all

kindly visit me at this site:

http://nuruljannahmk.wordpress.com/

Thank you for being such loyal readers, if I have any ;p

Till then.

Bye :)

Hello!

oh hello peeps :)

sory for the lack of updates.

I have nothing to write nor to share so deepest apologize.

Anyway, I am changing my blog domain.

Yes I know for the gazillion times, I've keep changing my blog domain.

It's still under construction though and i keep thinking whether or not i exported all my previous entries to the new site.

anyhow, thanks for keeping up with me :)

and happy 2011 too :) hopefully you're going to have good year ahead darls!

p/s: insyallah i will update the link here. insyallah :)

Kurang tenang

Salam,

"Hari ni hati ni masih kurang tenang.

Hati ini merasa sakit, pedih.

Hati ini merasa kecewa, hampa.

Namun x tahu apa puncanya."

Hormon ke yg mnyebabkn sy jd mcm ni?
Sepanjang tahun ini, this is my first time crying for no reason.
N I don't know what's the cause.
Susah nk tdo. Dh kul 4pg dh, mata msih xnk pejam.
Kalu pejam pun otak ligat bfikir, hati msih gelisah.
What's happen ha?

Wslm

ohoo serabut

halu

rs mcm nak blog. tp xtau nk blog ape.

damn.

writer's block bak kate org.

tp im not a writer.

huhuhu..

ai so serabut todayyyy

biaselakn. ade ari kite suke ade ari kite sedeh/serabut.

x gitu?

p/s: start from now, mungkin nk blog in both languages. bm n bi :)

Jodoh

Halu, dh pagi ke? :p

Arini nk ckp psl soal jodoh. It's easier to write in BM sb senang sikit.

Oh as I'm writing this, it's still raining outside and the mood is blues skit :p

Ok be serious.

Jodoh maksudnye teman hidup yg telah ditentukan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa.

Ade org senang dpt jodoh. Muda2 lg tengah blaja lg dh bertemu jodoh ditempat belajar.
Mudahkan? Dah x pyh nk susah2 pk psl jodoh sb dh jumpa.

Ade yg lambat sgt dpt jodoh. Dh kerja bertaun, dh cukup semua tp masih lg x berteman.
Kenape jd mcm tu, tu semua urusanNya.

To me, to be frank, saye msh lagi x bertemu jodoh. Single bak kate org.

Bile single n dh masuk alam pekerjaan, soal jodoh makin membebankan.
Rakan sekerja tanye bila nk makan nasi minyak, bos tanye ms blaja dulu xkn x de kenal2 kot?
Biasenye jawapan yg sy beri: a) nasi minyak kn byk jual. Belila xpun meh sy blanje dn b) x,
Sibuk blaja mane smpt nk cr.

Namun, mlm ni biarla sy bterus_terang. Sy sedar sy ni tiade rupe. Rendah. Sedikit berisi n pendiam. Itu dulu ye skrg ni dh byk ckp since dh keje. Sy ni bukanla jenis yg lelaki minat. Entahla mungkin sifat sy- peribadi n fizikal yg mengehadkn lelaki untuk mendekati sy. Sy pnah mmpesoalkan kenape sy x mudah utk mendapat teman lelaki mcm kwn2 yg lain. Lalu sy mmbuat konklusi bhw mungkin kerana ketiadaan rupe n ketinggian ditmbh dgn kelebaran bdn mmbuatkan sy Keseorangan sedgkn kwn2 sy semua diulit kebahgiaan.

Sy sedih. Tp xpela. Lps tu sy cube bkenalan secare virtual. Online dating. Pn x bjaye. Sy ingat lagi sy pnah rs punya hbgan istimewa dgn seseorg. Ms tu msih mude. Umur 18. Bdn makin naik :p x pndai bgaye. Dh lame kawan dr zaman sy msuk matrik lg. X pnah jumpe. Cume hnye ckp2 dlm phone je. Then bila dpt peluang blajar di kl, kami rncang utk btemu. Dn haritu bjumpela tp dgn diiringi kwn2. Yela, xtau jln kt kl, xtau naik lrt jd kenela bwk kwn2. Sy bdebar. Smpi je trus contact dia. Rupenye dia mnyorok. Dia dtg jmpe sy jgk tp sy tau dia kecewa. Sy x spt yg dia hrpkn. Sy jg kecewa. Kecewa dgn air muke dn cr dia lyn sy sepjg aritu. Tu adela yg ptama n terakhir sy jmpe dia. Biarlaa. Mngkin bg dia luaran itu lebih pnting dr dalaman.

Sy x serik. Masih mcari teman di virtual. Bosan kn. Cume kali ni sy bhati2. Diringkaskn, teman sy yg terakhir pn sy btmu di virtual. Umur awal 40an. Ya tua dr sy. Pd ms itu sy rs sudah bsedia dn sy rs diala jodoh sy. Mngkin sy yg pk begitu. Tp setelah mak menasihati sy, sy memutuskn hbgn dgn dia. Oh ms ni fizikal sy sudah berubah sedikit. Kurang lebar.

Jd smpi skrg sy masih single. Sy slalu bfikir, kalaula sy just settle ngan dia, mngkin sy x pyh dh nk penat2 pk psl jodoh nie. X pyh dh nk jwb ngan semua org nape x kawin lg. Senang abis cerite.

Sy amat yakin tahun depan soalan yg same mesti akan ditanye. Tp biarla jodoh blom smpi.

Sy tau Dia punya rncangan utk sy. Mungkin jodoh yg tlh ditetapkn utk sy kini bersama dgn org lain sblm dia btmu dgn sy. Ataupun mungkin dia sudah meninggal dunia dn kami akan btemu disana. Sy tidak pasti. Yg sy tahu , sy perlu bdoa dn meminta kepadaNya agar semua dpemudahkn utk sy.

Sy kepingin skali utk bkahwin. Semua pn mcm tu. Tp sy tabahkn hati sb sy pasti akan tibe harinye sy akan mndirikn rumahtngga. Cume sy x psti bila.

P/s: sorry readers kalu mengelirukan. Jump sane jump sini. Sy menulis menggunakn hp so agak pening nk bc blk semua. Tp ini adela isi hati sy yg sejujurnye. Bkn cerite rekaan.

Ok dh seme pg tido :) bye!

I'll date you Edward Cullen

Hello :)

It's still raining outside and this blog is getting nonsense :p

Anyway, I'm watchin Twilight (the first one) and haven't watched the other two sequels.

Yeah I know it's lame.

But I'll wait for the Star Movies to show the movies then.

In the mean time, just wanna say (or shout)

I'LL DATE YOU EDWARD CULLEN!!!!!!

Enjoy the rain while it last :)

To my dismay

Hye darls!

So today's topic is "to my dismay"
I notice that I've been using this phrase quite a lot.
But it's not my favourite phrase actually.
I'm just lacking of vocabulary knowledge to be honest.
And this is because I haven't done much reading.... Urggghhh!!
I'm so gonna get few books after this.
One of them is by Sarah Palin, "Going Rouge"
Really hope that I can get one copy for myself.

Or anyone wants to give it as belated birthday present?

Anyone? Hehehehe

Love you!

P/s: will not try to use or minimize the use of "to my dismay" on the next post
If any :p

Want to shop

So the Government has deposited an amount of money (RM 500) for parents to spend on their kids' stuff to school (bantuan khas or something) and since I don't kids on my own yet, I've decided to do some shopping.

Oh hello :) Sorry forgot to greet you all.

Anyways, back to the shopping stuff, I haven't done much online shopping lately so I think tonight I wanna do some.

Which to my dismay :(

I couldn't find anything interesting, let alone to shop.

I want to buy some kain to make baju kurung or kebaya, but on the second thought I think I want to look the kain in person first and touch and feel the kain first before I purchase one.

So no kain.

Next, handbagssssss. Yes I want to buy some handbags since most of my handbags are not in good condition no more (ceh alasan jer). So I browse few bags that really caught my attention. But I don't know why, the same thinking like the first one I'm having with kain hits me back.

I have to see, belek, touch and feel the material of the bags first.

So again no bagsssssss :(

Why I'm having these feelings?

Normally I just order things that I like at the first sight, but now I kinda use my logic thinking.

Maybe online shopping is not meant for me anymore.

:(

unwell :(

I was not feeling any good right now.

Been throwing up for few times and big headache.

I feel so defeated right now :(

Please I want to be in good shape.

Pleaseeee

No title

So apparently I can't upload any pictures now which is to my dismay.

How I wish that I can do it since blogging would be easy for to do.

Besides, posts with pictures are more interesting, right?

Do you agree?

Finally

So I am now blogging from my lazy couch using BB

Finally!

But I can't put up any picture here.

Why eh?

Shopping

I saw this handbag which less than 60 bucks

So ingat nk beli la since it was neons ago my last shopping.

But then, out of stuck la plak.

What a bummer!!!!

School Holiday

For those who don't have any kids at school yet and not knowing what happen in school, well just to let you know that it's SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!

As I wrote this, it's been 4 days now. And to tell you the truth, I miss my kiddos. I wonder how they are doing now.

Anyway, I do not have any plans on how to spend my holidays. A month and half is not a long time. By the time you get used to get up late in the afternoon, eat junk food, bela perut, you realize that you have 2 days more to school. I mean for new term (2011).

But fear not, my school has already planned something for my holiday.

Yes, my lovely school who is so concerned that the teachers don't have anything to do to spend the holiday.

The school has organised few meetings during November.

Which the only meeting that I remember is next week.

I have English Panel Meeting on the 25th of November then another two to three meetings which I can't hardly remember of.

I also have to conduct an extra class on the 12th December for Year 5 kids.

So there goes my holidays.

But it's ok.

That's what we call "Pengorbanan" or "Sacrificer"

:)

Happy holidays to all teachers and pupils!

Dinner

Dinner was great.

Awesome actually!

Tok cooks some crabs.

Well lotssss of crabsss!!!

Ada chili crabs.

And some fried crabs too.

They were all delicious!!!!

Yummeh!

This is mud crab. I believe it's not the one that I had for my dinner

MIA

Halu :)

My last update was on August.

And it was three months ago.

O-my-gosh!

I've not been visiting my blog since then.

Apologies in advance.

A lot of things happened.

And I believe things do happen for a (or maybe few) reason.

Anyhoo, I wish everyone the best of life.

I'm sure I'll write some more hence the time I got is pretty limited (and also the Internet connection)

:)

Doa

Ya Allah, jika Kau mahu kembali nyawaku, lakukan lah pada bulan ini Ya Allah, bulan keberkatan, bulan Ramadhan

Sorry

Starting to lose friends because of my stupidity. I'm not a good person. So forgive me. It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I should be away. Take a break. So I'm sorry. Yes, I'm sorry. You decide if you want to befriends me with. If you choose not, then it's my lost. I took action based on my heart and it's not a good one. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Dear friends, sorry for my wrongdoings towards all of you,I am sorry.

Crush

This feeling is hard to deal with.

Everyone has at least one crush right?

So do I.

And now I have a crush.

But it's so complicated as I know it won't go anywhere.

Why?

Because my crush is already attached to someone else.

Bitch!

God, why oh why?

I have this crush?

Dejavu

So I just watched Lipstick Jungle..just couple of minutes ago.

And my god, I had tears on face.

I feel so connected with Victory's emotion when Joe walked away and said goodbye.

It so dejavu because I had the same experience like her.

You know, being rejected after I beg for so many times.

Though it happened two years ago, I'm still hurt.

Yes, till now =(

Another sucky yucky f***ky day

Yes I've been dishonored my blog yet again.. =(

I'm sorry. A lot of things..uneasy things happened over the course of last week.

I decided to put my blog on hold during that period of time until I can be a human again.

So school was hard. H-A-R-D!! and I've become meaner than ever before.

I don't like the environment and I think I have not been qualified to be called as a teacher.

I sucked at being a teacher.

I yelled most of the time which resulted them to hate me.

They just being disrespectful towards teachers. They are out of control.

They just don't listen to teachers anymore. They aren't afraid of disciplinary teachers which kinda odd.

I went bizarre and overwhelmed by this situation.

They are just ...... inhuman.

........................................................................................................................................................

So last Thursday was a disastrous day.

It was an exam week and I noticed that when it came to English papers (on the last day of exam) everything always been in hang wired. Chaos!

It started with English Paper 1. No objective answer sheet was distributed to every class so I took the liberty to take in charge of it (which obviously not my responsibility but I felt because I am teaching Year 5 so I was aware with that situation).

End.

English Paper 2: Many mistakes and yet the teacher in charge was not aware of what's happening. I didn't blame her actually. I blamed the bloodyful who set up the questions. So we (me and the teacher) did some corrections.

As it was such in ad-hoc, we missed the very important detail!

The picture didn't match with the name of place.

Stupid.

And double stupid cause I didn't have that teacher's phone number.

I was sooo wanna leave it like that.

But thinking that my students will be in totally bingung to answer that question, I decided to have a look. and yes they were.

So I changed the pictures (for example Package B became Package C).

And other teachers also approached me and I asked them to follow the new changes.

It was so confusing! The question was totally a BS! and I was not the one who supposed to do the changes, mind you.

I called my KP and informed her and she was shocked and as I asked her for approval (god I should have asked her beforehand) to proceed my action with other two classes.

She said just do what I want to do.

So I did.

But to my dismay, the teacher yg menjaga already made the changes..different changes..to the table!

How come? I have no idea. But at that moment there were two versions of that question.

I was like, whatever!!

It totally changed my mood for the rest of the day.

And right now, I just don't care.

I just hate that Thursday!