Friday, December 31, 2010

new domain

hye all

kindly visit me at this site:


Thank you for being such loyal readers, if I have any ;p

Till then.

Bye :)

Hello!

oh hello peeps :)

sory for the lack of updates.

I have nothing to write nor to share so deepest apologize.

Anyway, I am changing my blog domain.

Yes I know for the gazillion times, I've keep changing my blog domain.

It's still under construction though and i keep thinking whether or not i exported all my previous entries to the new site.

anyhow, thanks for keeping up with me :)

and happy 2011 too :) hopefully you're going to have good year ahead darls!

p/s: insyallah i will update the link here. insyallah :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Kurang tenang

Salam,

"Hari ni hati ni masih kurang tenang.

Hati ini merasa sakit, pedih.

Hati ini merasa kecewa, hampa.

Namun x tahu apa puncanya."

Hormon ke yg mnyebabkn sy jd mcm ni?
Sepanjang tahun ini, this is my first time crying for no reason.
N I don't know what's the cause.
Susah nk tdo. Dh kul 4pg dh, mata msih xnk pejam.
Kalu pejam pun otak ligat bfikir, hati msih gelisah.
What's happen ha?

Wslm

Monday, December 13, 2010

ohoo serabut

halu

rs mcm nak blog. tp xtau nk blog ape.

damn.

writer's block bak kate org.

tp im not a writer.

huhuhu..

ai so serabut todayyyy

biaselakn. ade ari kite suke ade ari kite sedeh/serabut.

x gitu?


p/s: start from now, mungkin nk blog in both languages. bm n bi :)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Jodoh

Halu, dh pagi ke? :p

Arini nk ckp psl soal jodoh. It's easier to write in BM sb senang sikit.

Oh as I'm writing this, it's still raining outside and the mood is blues skit :p

Ok be serious.

Jodoh maksudnye teman hidup yg telah ditentukan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa.

Ade org senang dpt jodoh. Muda2 lg tengah blaja lg dh bertemu jodoh ditempat belajar.
Mudahkan? Dah x pyh nk susah2 pk psl jodoh sb dh jumpa.

Ade yg lambat sgt dpt jodoh. Dh kerja bertaun, dh cukup semua tp masih lg x berteman.
Kenape jd mcm tu, tu semua urusanNya.

To me, to be frank, saye msh lagi x bertemu jodoh. Single bak kate org.

Bile single n dh masuk alam pekerjaan, soal jodoh makin membebankan.
Rakan sekerja tanye bila nk makan nasi minyak, bos tanye ms blaja dulu xkn x de kenal2 kot?
Biasenye jawapan yg sy beri: a) nasi minyak kn byk jual. Belila xpun meh sy blanje dn b) x,
Sibuk blaja mane smpt nk cr.

Namun, mlm ni biarla sy bterus_terang. Sy sedar sy ni tiade rupe. Rendah. Sedikit berisi n pendiam. Itu dulu ye skrg ni dh byk ckp since dh keje. Sy ni bukanla jenis yg lelaki minat. Entahla mungkin sifat sy- peribadi n fizikal yg mengehadkn lelaki untuk mendekati sy. Sy pnah mmpesoalkan kenape sy x mudah utk mendapat teman lelaki mcm kwn2 yg lain. Lalu sy mmbuat konklusi bhw mungkin kerana ketiadaan rupe n ketinggian ditmbh dgn kelebaran bdn mmbuatkan sy Keseorangan sedgkn kwn2 sy semua diulit kebahgiaan.

Sy sedih. Tp xpela. Lps tu sy cube bkenalan secare virtual. Online dating. Pn x bjaye. Sy ingat lagi sy pnah rs punya hbgan istimewa dgn seseorg. Ms tu msih mude. Umur 18. Bdn makin naik :p x pndai bgaye. Dh lame kawan dr zaman sy msuk matrik lg. X pnah jumpe. Cume hnye ckp2 dlm phone je. Then bila dpt peluang blajar di kl, kami rncang utk btemu. Dn haritu bjumpela tp dgn diiringi kwn2. Yela, xtau jln kt kl, xtau naik lrt jd kenela bwk kwn2. Sy bdebar. Smpi je trus contact dia. Rupenye dia mnyorok. Dia dtg jmpe sy jgk tp sy tau dia kecewa. Sy x spt yg dia hrpkn. Sy jg kecewa. Kecewa dgn air muke dn cr dia lyn sy sepjg aritu. Tu adela yg ptama n terakhir sy jmpe dia. Biarlaa. Mngkin bg dia luaran itu lebih pnting dr dalaman.

Sy x serik. Masih mcari teman di virtual. Bosan kn. Cume kali ni sy bhati2. Diringkaskn, teman sy yg terakhir pn sy btmu di virtual. Umur awal 40an. Ya tua dr sy. Pd ms itu sy rs sudah bsedia dn sy rs diala jodoh sy. Mngkin sy yg pk begitu. Tp setelah mak menasihati sy, sy memutuskn hbgn dgn dia. Oh ms ni fizikal sy sudah berubah sedikit. Kurang lebar.

Jd smpi skrg sy masih single. Sy slalu bfikir, kalaula sy just settle ngan dia, mngkin sy x pyh dh nk penat2 pk psl jodoh nie. X pyh dh nk jwb ngan semua org nape x kawin lg. Senang abis cerite.

Sy amat yakin tahun depan soalan yg same mesti akan ditanye. Tp biarla jodoh blom smpi.

Sy tau Dia punya rncangan utk sy. Mungkin jodoh yg tlh ditetapkn utk sy kini bersama dgn org lain sblm dia btmu dgn sy. Ataupun mungkin dia sudah meninggal dunia dn kami akan btemu disana. Sy tidak pasti. Yg sy tahu , sy perlu bdoa dn meminta kepadaNya agar semua dpemudahkn utk sy.

Sy kepingin skali utk bkahwin. Semua pn mcm tu. Tp sy tabahkn hati sb sy pasti akan tibe harinye sy akan mndirikn rumahtngga. Cume sy x psti bila.

P/s: sorry readers kalu mengelirukan. Jump sane jump sini. Sy menulis menggunakn hp so agak pening nk bc blk semua. Tp ini adela isi hati sy yg sejujurnye. Bkn cerite rekaan.

Ok dh seme pg tido :) bye!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I'll date you Edward Cullen

Hello :)

It's still raining outside and this blog is getting nonsense :p

Anyway, I'm watchin Twilight (the first one) and haven't watched the other two sequels.

Yeah I know it's lame.

But I'll wait for the Star Movies to show the movies then.

In the mean time, just wanna say (or shout)

I'LL DATE YOU EDWARD CULLEN!!!!!!

Enjoy the rain while it last :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

To my dismay

Hye darls!

So today's topic is "to my dismay"
I notice that I've been using this phrase quite a lot.
But it's not my favourite phrase actually.
I'm just lacking of vocabulary knowledge to be honest.
And this is because I haven't done much reading.... Urggghhh!!
I'm so gonna get few books after this.
One of them is by Sarah Palin, "Going Rouge"
Really hope that I can get one copy for myself.

Or anyone wants to give it as belated birthday present?

Anyone? Hehehehe

Love you!

P/s: will not try to use or minimize the use of "to my dismay" on the next post
If any :p

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Want to shop

So the Government has deposited an amount of money (RM 500) for parents to spend on their kids' stuff to school (bantuan khas or something) and since I don't kids on my own yet, I've decided to do some shopping.

Oh hello :) Sorry forgot to greet you all.

Anyways, back to the shopping stuff, I haven't done much online shopping lately so I think tonight I wanna do some.

Which to my dismay :(

I couldn't find anything interesting, let alone to shop.

I want to buy some kain to make baju kurung or kebaya, but on the second thought I think I want to look the kain in person first and touch and feel the kain first before I purchase one.

So no kain.

Next, handbagssssss. Yes I want to buy some handbags since most of my handbags are not in good condition no more (ceh alasan jer). So I browse few bags that really caught my attention. But I don't know why, the same thinking like the first one I'm having with kain hits me back.

I have to see, belek, touch and feel the material of the bags first.

So again no bagsssssss :(

Why I'm having these feelings?

Normally I just order things that I like at the first sight, but now I kinda use my logic thinking.

Maybe online shopping is not meant for me anymore.

:(