Want to shop

So the Government has deposited an amount of money (RM 500) for parents to spend on their kids' stuff to school (bantuan khas or something) and since I don't kids on my own yet, I've decided to do some shopping.

Oh hello :) Sorry forgot to greet you all.

Anyways, back to the shopping stuff, I haven't done much online shopping lately so I think tonight I wanna do some.

Which to my dismay :(

I couldn't find anything interesting, let alone to shop.

I want to buy some kain to make baju kurung or kebaya, but on the second thought I think I want to look the kain in person first and touch and feel the kain first before I purchase one.

So no kain.

Next, handbagssssss. Yes I want to buy some handbags since most of my handbags are not in good condition no more (ceh alasan jer). So I browse few bags that really caught my attention. But I don't know why, the same thinking like the first one I'm having with kain hits me back.

I have to see, belek, touch and feel the material of the bags first.

So again no bagsssssss :(

Why I'm having these feelings?

Normally I just order things that I like at the first sight, but now I kinda use my logic thinking.

Maybe online shopping is not meant for me anymore.

:(