Friday, December 31, 2010
new domain
Hello!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Kurang tenang
"Hari ni hati ni masih kurang tenang.
Hati ini merasa sakit, pedih.
Hati ini merasa kecewa, hampa.
Namun x tahu apa puncanya."
Hormon ke yg mnyebabkn sy jd mcm ni?
Sepanjang tahun ini, this is my first time crying for no reason.
N I don't know what's the cause.
Susah nk tdo. Dh kul 4pg dh, mata msih xnk pejam.
Kalu pejam pun otak ligat bfikir, hati msih gelisah.
What's happen ha?
Wslm
Monday, December 13, 2010
ohoo serabut
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Jodoh
Arini nk ckp psl soal jodoh. It's easier to write in BM sb senang sikit.
Oh as I'm writing this, it's still raining outside and the mood is blues skit :p
Ok be serious.
Jodoh maksudnye teman hidup yg telah ditentukan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa.
Ade org senang dpt jodoh. Muda2 lg tengah blaja lg dh bertemu jodoh ditempat belajar.
Mudahkan? Dah x pyh nk susah2 pk psl jodoh sb dh jumpa.
Ade yg lambat sgt dpt jodoh. Dh kerja bertaun, dh cukup semua tp masih lg x berteman.
Kenape jd mcm tu, tu semua urusanNya.
To me, to be frank, saye msh lagi x bertemu jodoh. Single bak kate org.
Bile single n dh masuk alam pekerjaan, soal jodoh makin membebankan.
Rakan sekerja tanye bila nk makan nasi minyak, bos tanye ms blaja dulu xkn x de kenal2 kot?
Biasenye jawapan yg sy beri: a) nasi minyak kn byk jual. Belila xpun meh sy blanje dn b) x,
Sibuk blaja mane smpt nk cr.
Namun, mlm ni biarla sy bterus_terang. Sy sedar sy ni tiade rupe. Rendah. Sedikit berisi n pendiam. Itu dulu ye skrg ni dh byk ckp since dh keje. Sy ni bukanla jenis yg lelaki minat. Entahla mungkin sifat sy- peribadi n fizikal yg mengehadkn lelaki untuk mendekati sy. Sy pnah mmpesoalkan kenape sy x mudah utk mendapat teman lelaki mcm kwn2 yg lain. Lalu sy mmbuat konklusi bhw mungkin kerana ketiadaan rupe n ketinggian ditmbh dgn kelebaran bdn mmbuatkan sy Keseorangan sedgkn kwn2 sy semua diulit kebahgiaan.
Sy sedih. Tp xpela. Lps tu sy cube bkenalan secare virtual. Online dating. Pn x bjaye. Sy ingat lagi sy pnah rs punya hbgan istimewa dgn seseorg. Ms tu msih mude. Umur 18. Bdn makin naik :p x pndai bgaye. Dh lame kawan dr zaman sy msuk matrik lg. X pnah jumpe. Cume hnye ckp2 dlm phone je. Then bila dpt peluang blajar di kl, kami rncang utk btemu. Dn haritu bjumpela tp dgn diiringi kwn2. Yela, xtau jln kt kl, xtau naik lrt jd kenela bwk kwn2. Sy bdebar. Smpi je trus contact dia. Rupenye dia mnyorok. Dia dtg jmpe sy jgk tp sy tau dia kecewa. Sy x spt yg dia hrpkn. Sy jg kecewa. Kecewa dgn air muke dn cr dia lyn sy sepjg aritu. Tu adela yg ptama n terakhir sy jmpe dia. Biarlaa. Mngkin bg dia luaran itu lebih pnting dr dalaman.
Sy x serik. Masih mcari teman di virtual. Bosan kn. Cume kali ni sy bhati2. Diringkaskn, teman sy yg terakhir pn sy btmu di virtual. Umur awal 40an. Ya tua dr sy. Pd ms itu sy rs sudah bsedia dn sy rs diala jodoh sy. Mngkin sy yg pk begitu. Tp setelah mak menasihati sy, sy memutuskn hbgn dgn dia. Oh ms ni fizikal sy sudah berubah sedikit. Kurang lebar.
Jd smpi skrg sy masih single. Sy slalu bfikir, kalaula sy just settle ngan dia, mngkin sy x pyh dh nk penat2 pk psl jodoh nie. X pyh dh nk jwb ngan semua org nape x kawin lg. Senang abis cerite.
Sy amat yakin tahun depan soalan yg same mesti akan ditanye. Tp biarla jodoh blom smpi.
Sy tau Dia punya rncangan utk sy. Mungkin jodoh yg tlh ditetapkn utk sy kini bersama dgn org lain sblm dia btmu dgn sy. Ataupun mungkin dia sudah meninggal dunia dn kami akan btemu disana. Sy tidak pasti. Yg sy tahu , sy perlu bdoa dn meminta kepadaNya agar semua dpemudahkn utk sy.
Sy kepingin skali utk bkahwin. Semua pn mcm tu. Tp sy tabahkn hati sb sy pasti akan tibe harinye sy akan mndirikn rumahtngga. Cume sy x psti bila.
P/s: sorry readers kalu mengelirukan. Jump sane jump sini. Sy menulis menggunakn hp so agak pening nk bc blk semua. Tp ini adela isi hati sy yg sejujurnye. Bkn cerite rekaan.
Ok dh seme pg tido :) bye!
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
I'll date you Edward Cullen
It's still raining outside and this blog is getting nonsense :p
Anyway, I'm watchin Twilight (the first one) and haven't watched the other two sequels.
Yeah I know it's lame.
But I'll wait for the Star Movies to show the movies then.
In the mean time, just wanna say (or shout)
I'LL DATE YOU EDWARD CULLEN!!!!!!
Enjoy the rain while it last :)
Monday, December 6, 2010
To my dismay
So today's topic is "to my dismay"
I notice that I've been using this phrase quite a lot.
But it's not my favourite phrase actually.
I'm just lacking of vocabulary knowledge to be honest.
And this is because I haven't done much reading.... Urggghhh!!
I'm so gonna get few books after this.
One of them is by Sarah Palin, "Going Rouge"
Really hope that I can get one copy for myself.
Or anyone wants to give it as belated birthday present?
Anyone? Hehehehe
Love you!
P/s: will not try to use or minimize the use of "to my dismay" on the next post
If any :p
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Want to shop
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
unwell :(
Been throwing up for few times and big headache.
I feel so defeated right now :(
Please I want to be in good shape.
Pleaseeee
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
No title
How I wish that I can do it since blogging would be easy for to do.
Besides, posts with pictures are more interesting, right?
Do you agree?
Finally
Finally!
But I can't put up any picture here.
Why eh?
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Shopping
School Holiday
Dinner
Awesome actually!
Tok cooks some crabs.
Well lotssss of crabsss!!!
MIA
Friday, August 20, 2010
Doa
Sorry
Friday, August 6, 2010
Crush
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Dejavu
Friday, July 30, 2010
Another sucky yucky f***ky day
Saturday, July 17, 2010
My sinful weekend
Friday, July 16, 2010
Weekend cooking
Salam,
Hye, Happy Weekend readers =)
I rarely cook because I'm too lazy and I'm on diet. So it hinders my cooking skill to grow.
But since today is weekend, I grabbed the opportunity to cook.
Yes! Cooking is not my cup of tea, but I have the passion and interest to cook.
So today, I was so brave and cooked for my mother (father was away to Sandakan) and only two of us at home.
But it didn't stop me to cook for a king!
For lunch, I wanted to eat something soupy so the only meal that I know that I can cook is Mi Rebus. So Mi Rebus it is.
I did take some photos to put up here. But as I was just started, the battery died so no photos. Don't worry will share you the simple recipe together with photos later ya?Anyway pictures will be much interesting to look at and you will have the view on how it suppose to be like, huh?
Promise!
So after we finished our lunch, I watched the AFC (Asian Food Channel) and my favourite cook was on! Rachel Allen: Bake! was one of my favourite cooking shows and it focuses mainly on dessert. The recipe was just too simple to do and quick!
So on that show, she was teaching bunch of untrained people (like me) to make meringue. Meringue is a type of dessert where you can eat with ice-cream, fruits or fruit coolies. It's so easy to do, trust me!
After I gathered the ingredients needed, I just did it and wallah! It's done!
Oh will share the recipe together with the pictures okay as I'm pretty sure that I will do it again.
So Mi Rebus for lunch and Meringue for dessert. Isn't life just wonderful? Especially it's weekend bebeh!
p/s: start to worry about the waistline. Hopefully food intake today will be washed away by the tea mix =p
Monday, July 12, 2010
Sandwich time
The day I became bitchy to an old lady
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Nothing to wear :(
What's for buka puasa?O
Wuhuuuu...excited! 2.3 kg bebeh!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Awkward
Puasa
Yes or No??
Shrimp paste
Online shopping!!
Hate!
A typical Saturday
Jus Pelangsingan
Paul the Apostle
Penjara Pudu
Salam,
Slow motion
Friday, July 9, 2010
Nuffnanger
Master
Rainbow
Do you love rainbow??
Rainbow just makes my day.
Seeing that colours (7 of them) makes me happy :)
I wish that I could see a rainbow now but it's dark outside and I believe there's no rainbow for me tonight =(